Pills, pills, pills

Every morning. One birthcontrol pill, three omega-3, one for skin perfection. Every evening. Three omega-3, one for skin perfection, and three collagen capsules. I have tried five a day, and it just doesn't work. Capsules are better and easier. And quite effective. I have been batteling with my decision. Money or pride, money or happiness. And after an afternoon where the Russian Hooker told me that I was doing "politics", I just lost my temper and told her what I thought of her. She asked me how I dare not ask her how she feels in the morning. Because I really, truly, deeply dont care. I dont. I like when she suffers. But - she has done me a great favour without evening knowing it: after a whole afternoon of arguing and stupidity I really know I have done the right thing. Because eventually I would have had to kill her. Because of me, and because of all the other girls she has been bullying. It feels good.